4/12/2024
"Devastation"
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Verse 1:
In this lackluster life
I am under the knife
cause I cannot make a decision
while I wait in strife
I am just sick in the end
wish I was dead
and rather end it in dread
I just don't care anymore
life is just a chore
and I am a little too bored
I am caught in a chokehold
and I cannot escape
No matter what I do
it is too late my mate
Chorus:
I am in pain
and a little insane
I am feeling sad
Why is it driving me mad
I wish God could
drive away my tears
send away my fears
and end it all here
So now is the time
to walk the line
I am not fine
Will you hear me now?
Can you hear me shout?
My heart is pouring out
I am tired of living
I'm shifting in doubt
Verse 2:
I ask for assistance
but no one can help me
No matter what
I am a slave and never free
I am wasting away
and facing destruction
I am laced with anger
with anxiety in conjunction
Can you rid this pain
that lies within myself
I forbid you to wait
Please do tell
Little do you know
that I am so unstable,
mentally ill disabled
Chorus:
I am in pain
and a little insane
I am feeling sad
Why is it driving me mad
I wish God could
drive away my tears
send away my fears
and end it all here
So now is the time
to walk the line
I am not fine
Will you hear me now?
Can you hear me shout?
My heart is pouring out
I am tired of living
I'm shifting in doubt
I pout
Verse 3:
I am labeled bipolar
and I am sick in the head
My mind is messed up
My body has bled
Pull the trigger
and make it quicker
The plot gets thicker
the more I get sicker
There is a testament
to hopelessness and despair
I can no longer rest
for I cannot breathe any air
I live without love
Life really is too tough
Chorus:
I am in pain
and a little insane
I am feeling sad
Why is it driving me mad
I wish God could
drive away my tears
send away my fears
and end it all here
So now is the time
to walk the line
I am not fine
Will you hear me now?
Can you hear me shout?
My heart is pouring out
I am tired of living
I'm shifting in doubt